Requiem for Me. Requiem for You.
December 14, 2008
December.1. It's more than a hundred days and I'm still alive.
2. I survived at most a bit of a hundred breakdowns.
3. It's cold. Like the heart that's cold.
4. I want to bury this blog to the ground.
5. There are a million things I cannot form into words.
6. This is number six. The number cubed by my enemy.
7. To 4, -or just changing the skin will do.
8. Love is -- no.
9. Nine.
10. But we've met again. -- The beginning and end of my hopes.
11. Armed with nowhere, I hesitate to look back again.
12. I lost my senses. Everyone is mad at me, including me.
13. I am worth nothing. To lose is my way of winning.
14. I am writing at the fourteenth. Tonight-the fireworks, they remind me of you, and how I wanted to be with you.
